他回来了

从前的我好像回来了，在那一刻，在最凌乱的时候缺乏信心的我，看见了我最需要的东西，当我得到后，争取着的过非一般的幸福，不过最近发生了太多事情，翻翻复复想了很多遍，觉得好像因该放开会对我比较好。不够满足别人，我有的东西，都是非常有限，可是我已经很努力去争取了，就是还不能满足。。。为什么。。如果可以回到过去，你说那该有多好。

我想到最后，我还会学如何去放下。
因为这对谁都会比较得好

Not excited at all..

Feel not excited in to proceed 2010, feel very bored. what happen to me! new year eve will go to 1u with my friends for countdown and finish that will go to joey's house and have some drink . then first day of the new year have to go work. now i'm facing a big problem in my career now. very afraid is the mistake that i made,and cause this to me.now i very stress in my career and study! argggg final is coming and i'm stil not prepare anything. and yet facing a big big problem in my career. but i believe i can walk through all of this.

Yeong's birthday

7am wake up and went out for breakfast. last minutes onli decide to bukit cahaya cycling because my dai lou birthday, anyway , i really enjoyed the ride in d forest. and then we took lunch at han father's stall ! "gay gei gay fan"! XD. b4 that we all say wanna to have a cendol after lunch , but after we finished what we ate , we already giving up about cendol because we were EXTREMELY FULL! then we just go back home and sleep. so that everyone can ENCORE at d night.

Disappointed night, but i will take it as a lesson for been an organizer.

Christmas

Enjoyed the Christmas eve but not Christmas, i was work at Sg Wang Complex in d entire day, after work went to amanda's house to work at their slave and helping them to move all the furniture, then went to hing's house and have some liquor untill midnight , that night we was gambled in the his house, and i won RM30+ , XD! then untill a certain time, i cant stand it already,then i have to stop to drink , its not because of the liquor , its i m too tired! then i just lied them i already drunk they onli let me go in the living room to sleep. XD

平安夜

下午才到1u去看刺陵，看得一头雾水，无论在graphic ,剧情，故事全都怪怪的。不过还好啦，RM7学生价所以没什好说的.好玩的是刚刚跟朋友在joey家过了平安夜，蛮好玩的。刚开始有点闷，不过呢到后面喝了几杯色酒就开始自爽了，不过在每一分每一秒我都很享受。所以期待的心情都没被白费哦，不然以后就不期待东西了。之前还以为自己的酒量不是很好，谁晓得，刚才喝了几杯还可以支撑住的哦!到现在我还好奇醉了是怎样的感觉。今晚的真的是过的很不错，真不过有点美中不足，因为一些纠纷，搞得几个好朋友没得来所以就不能共度这个平安夜啊，还有欢乐时光都是过的特别快~好了就到这里明天还有工作所以还是早点睡吧！






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20/12/09

Wahsehhh, just finished work , now feel my mind is very tired, so i will finish this blog As fast as possible, so that i can get up to my sam bao bed. damn freaking full now,today i have ate Hotdog-Currypuff-Fillet-o-fish-RojakMee , and today she just came to visited me at cineleisure , felt quite happy XD.and i had promise her watch the movie with her. but in career, i m still sucks on it. so i still need to improve alot alot alot in this.anyway , now listening Lee Hom songs, feel extremely relax now ,一首简单的歌 is really nice , already listen few years stil feel not bored. kay la , thats is what i did today.

15-D

Tired...

last night just went to my joey house to drink deee, who know went there is just for chin-chat , deng! damn fucking angry sum1 on this night!, #$%^&*$%^&*!!!!!!!!!!!but i m still enjoyed the night.
damn sad for today... haiz，in career junior always bully by others。what your need to do is improve yourself so that u can argue with them back。but in fact. is hard to do this, because everything is really time consuming, life keep on changing , i keep on facing different challenge , everything driving me crazy soon. 6D.